Tragedy.

I always had a thing for tragedies
The actors finding problems but no remedies
How the bells will chime gloomy melodies
Till I met you , I never thought I would want a happy ending
You swept the cobwebs away and brought sunshine into my heart
You made me laugh till tears came in my eyes
Made me forget about all the things I couldn't fix, made me stop asking all my whys
You made me stop drinking , and stop wallowing in my depression
You become the center of my world , my centerpiece and motivation
The day you didn't pick your phone at the second ring
My heart did a back flip
Then it stopped
I didn't understand how you could consume me so much
Saying " i love you" didn't sum up how I felt about you- it was more than that , I mean everytime I thought of you my heart did a lurch
You were fire to my eyes
An evident blessing, nothing in disguise
You told me the truth about all my lies
Who I wanted to be was who I saw in your eyes
Perfect and happy
I forgot I had a thing for tragedies
Tragedies became me
Tragedy was the low to my high
The Bell to my chime
We were entwined
Our wedding bells did ring
I was perfectly glad, happy in my own romantic comedy
Then came the tragedy
I felt the blood slip through your lips as we sealed our marriage with a kiss
I tasted the blood before I heard the shot
And my head spun
I really thought,  that I had won
That I could win
One day I was wearing white
The next I was wearing the black you fought to take away from my life
You died just because you chose me to be your wife
I wont die, no.. that is not dark enough
I would live in this dark sad world
And call more tragedies
Shut our the light you brought
And do my slow dance with tragedy.