Washed it away ...

As I take this dive
Into the unknown
Heart bleeding , regretting all the seeds I've sown
As I plunge into this ocean headlong
As the water fills my lungs
I hope they remember
That they pushed me.
Their laughing and taunting
Pushed my soul to this stupid place of no return
They pushed me inch by inch
Called me stupid
Called me fat
Called me useless
Called me thick
Called me dumb
Laughed at my ideas
Laughed at my misery
Now I'm taking this dive alone
But they pushed me
Pushed me.
Gasping for breath
I'm gone now,I hope your world is perfect
:)
The sea has washed my dirt away
It has washed me away
Or as you'd prefer
Washed 'it'  away.