4 five minutes

4 five minutes.

Crash.
I'm broken. It really doesn't hurt to die.
Slipping away now, unnoticed
Why did I tell you it was a lie when I loved you
Even with half my soul hanging in I still love you
Haha.
I guess it takes dying to really see life
It's funny how after pushing you away
My soul is slipping out every. Damn. Second.
And I want you by my side.
I can feel time now
Literally feel it
It burns
With a nagging pressure urging me to do more
But I am dying .
My thoughts are on repeat
Frozen images of you in a slide show
I want you.
But I already pushed you over the edge
I'm the one who the demons possessed
I can't bring you back. I let you go.
I seized your soul.
Five minutes.
Five minutes of pure torture.
Each second you live. It's an eternity to a dying man.

Boom.
Baby.
Baby .
Baby.
I see you even when I don't want to look
Now you've pushed me, now I've fallen
Isn't that all you ever wanted
My submission?
I'm splayed on the floor soaking in my own blood.
Red ; just like the blood we shared
Dead hearts don't stop beating. They become too loud for human ears.
Five minutes maybe, maybe five years.
Each second ends with a boom
The sound that began these five minutes.
Torturous.
Isn't it ironic
I mean, our love was less than iconic
But baby
It freaks me out that the last thing I saw
The last thing I saw after your beautiful brown eyes
Was silver.
Silver that raced towards me.

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I can't wait to look in your eyes
Gaze into it and see the moon and the stars
I want to see inside of you
Deep Deep down where nobody has been
I want to spark a fire
I want you to burn for me baby burn.
Our love has been sealed .
It took five minutes of our lives
Five.
Five symbolises our once non existent love
Funny how we are entwined now .
Five times you called me
Five times I responded
Five songs in our play list
Five years we were destined to spend
In five minutes it was meant to end.
Five minutes till it ends.

Five senses.
Touch for the way your fingers caressed me and lingered. For the shivers I felt. For the tingles.
Taste for the sensation of your tongue in my mouth and then down south
Scent  for the whiff of your perfume. Redolent.
I hear. Hear the warm feel of your voice. The resonation.
Sight. Because it's you I still see.
Even when I'm done
Even when my five minutes is up
Five.